Even if I were to lay my head down,
In a field of golden wheat...
It wouldn't change how I truly feel.
Even if I were to count to ten,
While breathing in and out...
It wouldn't calm me down to relax.
Even if I were to be laughing,
So hard that it hurt to breathe...
It wouldn't change the sadness, inside.
Even if I gave everyone I saw a hug,
And made everyone else feel good...
It wouldn't make me love myself.
It doesn't matter what I try to change,
It always feels the same over time.
I only feel good for a little bit at a time.
Written March 11th, 2010
Hey, a little bit is better than nothing! ;)
ReplyDeleteAww I really like this! It reminds me soo much of my old work <3 great job, sweetie!
ReplyDeleteAwwwwee, thanks guys.
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